Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Goodbye for now

So it has been a while since I last wrote on this blog - As I read back over some of my past blogs, I am seeing how miraculously my life has changed.  God is really cool.  Once we met with the adoption agency, the doors opened and we flew through.  We ended up meeting with several agencies. It was a very cool beginning to a beautiful journey.  I am sure you have guessed or know by now that we are on our journey to meeting our baby through the means of adoption.  Did I say God is cool yet?  Well, he is.  He is just showing us his providence and grace everyday - every step of the way.  So we started a new blog called thechalosadoption.blogpot.com.  We are chronicling this process.  We can't wait to show baby chalos what an amazing journey we went on to meet him/her.  So for now I am saying goodbye.  This blog is been my lifeline for so long.  Writing was my therapy.  It helped me work through the various emotions that infertility brings.  It helped me to put it out there - so others could see and understand the REAL PAIN that comes with infertility.  Since I started this blog, I can't even count how many women I have come in contact with that have dealt with IF in some way.  So thank you for listening.  Thank you for your comments.  Thank you for going on this healing journey with me.  Now I am starting a new journey.  God opened a door and has answered just SO many prayers already.  It is just neat to be on a path that we know God laid just for us.  Life is like that.  Just one long road and God has some pretty cool twists and turns along the way.  We may even veer off to some lonesome valley or try to climb a crazy mountain - but he is ALWAYS THERE. ALWAYS.  Even when I felt like he wasn't - or didn't care - He was there. 
So that is that.  I am going to print this blog into a book for my kiddos so that if someday they go through a journey like this, they can see that God provides.  ABUNDANTLY.
Thank you again for your support.  I hope you will follow our adoption journey.  Who knows where it will take us? :)